Chilly
02-17-2005, 03:41 AM
Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my sweet boy. I am so crushed and sad, I am having touble dealing with his loss. I wasn't ready and I didn't expect this. I knew he was sick with malocclusion, but I thought I could help him...
Yesterday Jumbo went into the doctor again after showing some signs of difficulty. The doctor suggested he get his teeth filed down again and given antibiotics and also eye drops. Seeing that his eyes were now becoming bothered.
He had his filing done and I picked him up at the vet. I looked at him in his box and he was cuddled in the back. When I finally got home and went to take him out, I just knew something wasn't right... My heart sank. I picked him up and he was limp. I called my husband and then the vet. I held Jumbo on my lap rubbing his chest, as the doctor told me to do. Within five minutes his heart stopped while I was still on the phone with the doctor.
I was hysterical to the vet and lost! I couldn't believe it. I couldn't stop crying and I held Jumbo for so long, I just didn't want to put him down. My husband rushed home to be with me. He held Jumbo and I held him again and gave him tons of kisses and loves and then we wrapped him up in a towel. We barried him next to Lucky (our dwarf hamster).
I will always cherish every moment with Jumbo. We had such a good weekend. It's almost like he knew....The 14th was his four year anniversary with us and he made it to that day... He gave me tons of chinnie kisses this past weekend. I feel blessed that I had Jumbo in my life. I miss him every minute and I can't stop crying. It hursts so bad, but I am glad that he is now resting peacefully without pain. I am also glad he was with me at that moment....
Thanks for reading about my sweet boy. A shy, but very lovable chinnie!!!!:love:
Yesterday Jumbo went into the doctor again after showing some signs of difficulty. The doctor suggested he get his teeth filed down again and given antibiotics and also eye drops. Seeing that his eyes were now becoming bothered.
He had his filing done and I picked him up at the vet. I looked at him in his box and he was cuddled in the back. When I finally got home and went to take him out, I just knew something wasn't right... My heart sank. I picked him up and he was limp. I called my husband and then the vet. I held Jumbo on my lap rubbing his chest, as the doctor told me to do. Within five minutes his heart stopped while I was still on the phone with the doctor.
I was hysterical to the vet and lost! I couldn't believe it. I couldn't stop crying and I held Jumbo for so long, I just didn't want to put him down. My husband rushed home to be with me. He held Jumbo and I held him again and gave him tons of kisses and loves and then we wrapped him up in a towel. We barried him next to Lucky (our dwarf hamster).
I will always cherish every moment with Jumbo. We had such a good weekend. It's almost like he knew....The 14th was his four year anniversary with us and he made it to that day... He gave me tons of chinnie kisses this past weekend. I feel blessed that I had Jumbo in my life. I miss him every minute and I can't stop crying. It hursts so bad, but I am glad that he is now resting peacefully without pain. I am also glad he was with me at that moment....
Thanks for reading about my sweet boy. A shy, but very lovable chinnie!!!!:love: